By Your Side

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Here! My Bill as a vampire=) Thnks Helen. She email to me a few pics. Btw, Helen is from Ukraine. We've been communicating through email. Got to say that she's freeking gorgeous.

Yesterday, went to church for music meeting. But they shocked us by saying individual vocal practice. I was like oh shit! You noe, I alwaiz have nervous breakdown. I knew I was shivering when i start singing. I was sooo relieved to be over and done with. I wonder how am I going to do the drama. I have been acting, singing and dancing in church as a small kid.Its like 12 years plus. But still the stage fright is something Im yet to overcome. Tough tho. I cant wait for christmasssssss!!! friggin excited....

Monday, October 26, 2009

helloooo!!! im blogging from school. Was at school from 8.30am. Now the sun is about to set yet im still at school. I have my second module to gambatek. My head is pretty messed up from MS 2400C. The textbook is freekin thick and the lab practicals are duper intensive. haish!!

I've got alot to say. But not for now. My trainers are around so its better I log off now. I blog again soon.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

My heart's really beating soooo fast right now and the butterflies in my stomach is getting worse like i wanna puke out. I need my remedy. Let me blast my playlist. Now, that feels good.

Alrite=) On Sat, came down to church to plan our drama scenes with Gloria for CHRISTMAS!! Damn I'm excited. With the team around esp sure to have fun fuN fUN FUN! Back to the point, we were planning the scenes. I never though that this could eat our head up. Me and Gloria was soo stressed up and that's when Pastor came to our rescue. He guided us along and we're done!We did castings and all only left wit the dialogues and the actual rehearsals. All I hope is cooperation from the team.

And today, I was duper tired in church. I could just collapsed. But my laughter keeps me awake as usual. And things around me is making me so emotional and makes me thinking about my ghost rider. I have to say this to you ghost rider;

To my Ghost rider * How are you? I know you'll be fine, love. Though you're miles away, I don't miss you cos u're already in me. Nothing has change, u're in my heart for five years. But you're like a programmed machine. You can't feel anything though I show it. You know how's hard for me to cope for punishing my love. And I can't seem to have the strength to banish you from my brokened heart. Many people have asked me why till now i'm not attached yet. All I tell them is I dislike puppy love and waiting for true love. Or maybe, i tell them I want Bill Kaulitz. Just to distract myself from thinking of you. But the reason why I can't fall in love again is because I love you and still do that its hurting me. Tell me, is this true love? I believe in true love. Do you? Tell me, you chose to forget. But you take care. Your safety is what I pray for everyday. *

Sorry for the emo stuff. This is the only place I could speak my heart's out. And tell my extreme love for you to anyone. And I don't wanna bored my sister Kauz anymore. She gets tortured every night by me by not letting her sleep and talk about this issue.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I'm suffering from shoe bites. Damn painful..haiz..and i'm sooo tired after yesterday.

The First part of the day:
Well, I met saf in bugis arnd 11.30. We went to SASA. I was eyeing the elf blushes there. But tot of looking around first. We went to stage and bought the concealers there. It cost me only 10 bucks. They're having sale for now..whoo hoo! Then went back to SASA to get the blushers. Got 'Shy' and 'Flushed'. They're so pretty. Then we walked to bugis village to look around. Nothing much there and we took a bus to VIVO. Lols, knowing to realise that we took the wrong side. Got down and crossed opp.

At Vivo, I was so tempted to go MAC. But went to Daiso to get some stuff..I bought blush there. What i'm afraid is it cost only 2 bucks which can be cancer-causing. I'm feeling sooo afraid. Then went to SASA in vivo, I got a shaver. Then ate Burger King. Did i buy anything else??well idk..

Then headed to John Little at orchard and bought LA girl pink lipstick.I don't know what actually they call it. Too lazy to check. Uh huh! Im soo sick of browns so i wanted something sweet. Till the very end, we never bought brushes. That's the main thing that I wanted to get. Shadow brush, blush brush and esp concealer brush. Looks like i shld get it online.

The Second part of the day:

Met Pavitra at somerset. It was Yaso's bdae so we wanted to surprise her at her house. But according to Pavi, the plan is screwing and she sooo upset abt it. We were trying our best to stick to the plan. Me and pavi rush down to cineleisure diva's and got her a three-in-one thinggy. I dunno what u call that. It can be use as a tie, a headband and a bracelet. Then we went to Heeran to get her a black dress that can suit that accessory. But we were afraid about the size and all. So we walked to ION and hope we could buy smth for her. In the end, we both a bathing set in bodyshop. Hopefully, she likes them. It was sooo last min. We quickly meet the rest in Queenstown and bought a cake. The surprise was really a surprise. Yaso was sooo shocked to see us. Bcos the actual plan according to her was we will meet her in Vivo. We ate pizzas and currypuffs..Delicious. We played some lame games and headed back home. I reached arnd 11.30.

And my drawers in a huge mess due to all the shopping..got to clean it up now.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I really hate people changing over time. Its gets me so frustrating. And I hate it when people stop me from being myself. Just tooo much thoughts there.

Neways, last sat was Diwali..ain't that great tho. I didn't have much fun as usual. I was trying my best to feel the Diwali mood but to no avail. The programs on TV was boring. I'm not really into tamil movies but everyone else were enjoying it..Haiz..Suffering in boredom. Wearing my saree on a humid weather was annoying..Just waiting when i can remove it. The only thing I like is just cam-whoring. But I didn't cam-whore much tho.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I'm soooo excited for HUMANOID!!!
Apart from Automatic, Pain of love, Human connect to human, Love and death and Dark side of the sun which I alr heard and in love with it, the other singls are beautiful.
Especially, the slow ballads. Phantomrider, Zoom into me, World behind my wall and forever now are soo beautiful to hear. The lyrics and tune is giving me goosebumps..Love it!
The singles Humanoid and Alien are so catchy. Overall, The whole album is awesomme enough!

Friday, September 25, 2009

Lolzzz..."tom sieht richtig scheisse aus, knack knack knack"..Gosh! Its hilarious..its okay if you dun noe what i meant..

Online shopping is an addiction.Its my first time tho. I have ordered a Vegan seduction brush set. The brushes are RED!!I love red! Then I also ordered ultimate Precision Eyeliner Brush and gel Liner in D'White. Really pretty!Meeting the person this sunday at Kovan MRT station at 6pm.Cant waittt!!I tink I have enough cosmetics for now.

Omg! I was talking to my Australian online friend..IT WAS FUNNNNN!!!learn quite alot of things from her. and CAIRNS is a BEAUTIFULLLL place..im going there for hols someday hopefully..


Whatever happens... Believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do, any time. The HUMANOID Name: Julisha Irene Rekha Bdae:230789 Nicks:Rini, ICE Skool: Excom-IT school Food:Vegetarian? Drinks: Ice Milo,Iced Soya bean Pastimes: Listening to music, online!! Contact me at: Email Facebook MusicaLicious MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com SCHREI KraUjaGysLea Pavitra Linda Hey-ma Yasotha Ganga June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 Name: By Your Side Designer: KraUjaGysLea Pics source: TH-Litauen Hit counter code here	Sunday, November 1, 2009 Here! My Bill as a vampire=) Thnks Helen. She email to me a few pics. Btw, Helen is from Ukraine. We've been communicating through email. Got to say that she's freeking gorgeous. Yesterday, went to church for music meeting. But they shocked us by saying individual vocal practice. I was like oh shit! You noe, I alwaiz have nervous breakdown. I knew I was shivering when i start singing. I was sooo relieved to be over and done with. I wonder how am I going to do the drama. I have been acting, singing and dancing in church as a small kid.Its like 12 years plus. But still the stage fright is something Im yet to overcome. Tough tho. I cant wait for christmasssssss!!! friggin excited.... 4:03 PM · Monday, October 26, 2009 helloooo!!! im blogging from school. Was at school from 8.30am. Now the sun is about to set yet im still at school. I have my second module to gambatek. My head is pretty messed up from MS 2400C. The textbook is freekin thick and the lab practicals are duper intensive. haish!! I've got alot to say. But not for now. My trainers are around so its better I log off now. I blog again soon. 5:48 PM · Sunday, October 25, 2009 My heart's really beating soooo fast right now and the butterflies in my stomach is getting worse like i wanna puke out. I need my remedy. Let me blast my playlist. Now, that feels good. Alrite=) On Sat, came down to church to plan our drama scenes with Gloria for CHRISTMAS!! Damn I'm excited. With the team around esp sure to have fun fuN fUN FUN! Back to the point, we were planning the scenes. I never though that this could eat our head up. Me and Gloria was soo stressed up and that's when Pastor came to our rescue. He guided us along and we're done!We did castings and all only left wit the dialogues and the actual rehearsals. All I hope is cooperation from the team. And today, I was duper tired in church. I could just collapsed. But my laughter keeps me awake as usual. And things around me is making me so emotional and makes me thinking about my ghost rider. I have to say this to you ghost rider; To my Ghost rider * How are you? I know you'll be fine, love. Though you're miles away, I don't miss you cos u're already in me. Nothing has change, u're in my heart for five years. But you're like a programmed machine. You can't feel anything though I show it. You know how's hard for me to cope for punishing my love. And I can't seem to have the strength to banish you from my brokened heart. Many people have asked me why till now i'm not attached yet. All I tell them is I dislike puppy love and waiting for true love. Or maybe, i tell them I want Bill Kaulitz. Just to distract myself from thinking of you. But the reason why I can't fall in love again is because I love you and still do that its hurting me. Tell me, is this true love? I believe in true love. Do you? Tell me, you chose to forget. But you take care. Your safety is what I pray for everyday. * Sorry for the emo stuff. This is the only place I could speak my heart's out. And tell my extreme love for you to anyone. And I don't wanna bored my sister Kauz anymore. She gets tortured every night by me by not letting her sleep and talk about this issue. 7:45 PM · Saturday, October 24, 2009 I'm suffering from shoe bites. Damn painful..haiz..and i'm sooo tired after yesterday. The First part of the day: Well, I met saf in bugis arnd 11.30. We went to SASA. I was eyeing the elf blushes there. But tot of looking around first. We went to stage and bought the concealers there. It cost me only 10 bucks. They're having sale for now..whoo hoo! Then went back to SASA to get the blushers. Got 'Shy' and 'Flushed'. They're so pretty. Then we walked to bugis village to look around. Nothing much there and we took a bus to VIVO. Lols, knowing to realise that we took the wrong side. Got down and crossed opp. At Vivo, I was so tempted to go MAC. But went to Daiso to get some stuff..I bought blush there. What i'm afraid is it cost only 2 bucks which can be cancer-causing. I'm feeling sooo afraid. Then went to SASA in vivo, I got a shaver. Then ate Burger King. Did i buy anything else??well idk.. Then headed to John Little at orchard and bought LA girl pink lipstick.I don't know what actually they call it. Too lazy to check. Uh huh! Im soo sick of browns so i wanted something sweet. Till the very end, we never bought brushes. That's the main thing that I wanted to get. Shadow brush, blush brush and esp concealer brush. Looks like i shld get it online. The Second part of the day: Met Pavitra at somerset. It was Yaso's bdae so we wanted to surprise her at her house. But according to Pavi, the plan is screwing and she sooo upset abt it. We were trying our best to stick to the plan. Me and pavi rush down to cineleisure diva's and got her a three-in-one thinggy. I dunno what u call that. It can be use as a tie, a headband and a bracelet. Then we went to Heeran to get her a black dress that can suit that accessory. But we were afraid about the size and all. So we walked to ION and hope we could buy smth for her. In the end, we both a bathing set in bodyshop. Hopefully, she likes them. It was sooo last min. We quickly meet the rest in Queenstown and bought a cake. The surprise was really a surprise. Yaso was sooo shocked to see us. Bcos the actual plan according to her was we will meet her in Vivo. We ate pizzas and currypuffs..Delicious. We played some lame games and headed back home. I reached arnd 11.30. And my drawers in a huge mess due to all the shopping..got to clean it up now. 1:04 PM · Tuesday, October 20, 2009 I really hate people changing over time. Its gets me so frustrating. And I hate it when people stop me from being myself. Just tooo much thoughts there. Neways, last sat was Diwali..ain't that great tho. I didn't have much fun as usual. I was trying my best to feel the Diwali mood but to no avail. The programs on TV was boring. I'm not really into tamil movies but everyone else were enjoying it..Haiz..Suffering in boredom. Wearing my saree on a humid weather was annoying..Just waiting when i can remove it. The only thing I like is just cam-whoring. But I didn't cam-whore much tho. 2:54 PM · Tuesday, October 6, 2009 I'm soooo excited for HUMANOID!!! Apart from Automatic, Pain of love, Human connect to human, Love and death and Dark side of the sun which I alr heard and in love with it, the other singls are beautiful. Especially, the slow ballads. Phantomrider, Zoom into me, World behind my wall and forever now are soo beautiful to hear. The lyrics and tune is giving me goosebumps..Love it! The singles Humanoid and Alien are so catchy. Overall, The whole album is awesomme enough! 12:58 PM · Friday, September 25, 2009 Lolzzz..."tom sieht richtig scheisse aus, knack knack knack"..Gosh! Its hilarious..its okay if you dun noe what i meant.. Online shopping is an addiction.Its my first time tho. I have ordered a Vegan seduction brush set. The brushes are RED!!I love red! Then I also ordered ultimate Precision Eyeliner Brush and gel Liner in D'White. Really pretty!Meeting the person this sunday at Kovan MRT station at 6pm.Cant waittt!!I tink I have enough cosmetics for now. Omg! I was talking to my Australian online friend..IT WAS FUNNNNN!!!learn quite alot of things from her. and CAIRNS is a BEAUTIFULLLL place..im going there for hols someday hopefully.. 1:13 PM ·